Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Friday, September 03, 2004
today was such a nice nice day!! let me list a few things that made my day today =D
1. i FINALLY completed a rockwall climb!! hahahh i'm glad i decided to go for PE today! so at least i've tried the rockwall before saying byebye to our cosy little campus! and it was an achievement to me coz i thought i wouldn't be able to do it and when i was almost up there i got stuck for SO LONG!! i thought of giving up but thanks to those down there encouraging me n trying to help me find ways to get up! =) hee im so glad i didn't say "i'm coming down" before i reached the top. i stayed up there for a while and oh my the view frm up there's really beautiful!! below's the second field with trees and more trees, together with the clear afternoon sky! i wish i had a camera up there. n of coz thanks mich for being so patient being my belayer :)
2. MOST importantly, i talked to globe today!!!!!!! hahah i was such a nut! freakin out and almost chickening out! haha owell i've never experienced this kinda thing before! i was hesitating so much and my heart was thumping like MAD!! hee glad i got an excuse n asked him to join in AFUA's busking festivities! hahah he surprisingly agreed to consider it with his band and he was really quite nice about it! and didn't shoot me a what-the-hell look :) hahah thankful for that! but i stupidly forgot to leave my name! how unprofessional of me. hee and thanks to all my frens who encouraged me!!!!
hmm i was really quite disappointed with my maths results though i expected it to turn out bad..but owell..after all those effort. and seeing mrs kong's disappointment..ARGH!!!!!!!! if not for that globe thing i think i'd be quite sad today! nevertheless mrs kong was really SO SO encouraging as she's always been..she went thru my mistakes one by one with me and ARGH i really feel like a lump of shit now. like she did that with me the last test and the last test and the last test too! i'm so thankful for a maths teacher like her but sob. ok time for dinner and then chionging for tmr's econs test. not going to let xiao ngin down too. which i probably will but owell try to savage whatever i can! =)
and may i wonder how heartless and selfish and inhumane can they get?!?!!?!? HOW CAN THEY hold children hostage with the full intention of killing them all?!?! and not to mention a whole SCHOOL of children!!!! and what about the teachers in there too? and the little children's parents living in terror tonight?? FREAK!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope they'll be condemned for the rest of their lives and if they EVER kill ONE kid, may they burn in hell forever! arghargh what's wrong with their brains?!?!?!?!? and have they no conscience!??!!? argh!!! lord bless the children..
oh and we watched this rather heartwrenching video during geog today bout the 3 gorges dam of china. 13 cities, hundreds of towns and thousands of villages are going to be submerged and i feel so so so sad for all of those! some of the villages date back hundreds of years and imagine the culture and heritage that'll be lost! sigh i'd be really heartbroken if i were them. i can't bear to let everything that my ancestors have built and everything about that village that everyone is so proud of go down with the water. sigh could really feel their sadness and reluctance. and those houses that the govt promised to resettle them in..they look so LIFELESS and run down and i swear that the villages look 239847million times better! and the garden that they promised seem nonexistant. and even if they were, it's a sad garden. argh so wasted!! their lives are really going to change in the next five years, unfortunately for the worse. =(
owell but i guess saving the millions of lives that would otherwise be lost is important too. lose some gain some.. just that it's simply such a big big waste. i hope the dam will stay strong forever and protect the lives of the Chinese:)
1. i FINALLY completed a rockwall climb!! hahahh i'm glad i decided to go for PE today! so at least i've tried the rockwall before saying byebye to our cosy little campus! and it was an achievement to me coz i thought i wouldn't be able to do it and when i was almost up there i got stuck for SO LONG!! i thought of giving up but thanks to those down there encouraging me n trying to help me find ways to get up! =) hee im so glad i didn't say "i'm coming down" before i reached the top. i stayed up there for a while and oh my the view frm up there's really beautiful!! below's the second field with trees and more trees, together with the clear afternoon sky! i wish i had a camera up there. n of coz thanks mich for being so patient being my belayer :)
2. MOST importantly, i talked to globe today!!!!!!! hahah i was such a nut! freakin out and almost chickening out! haha owell i've never experienced this kinda thing before! i was hesitating so much and my heart was thumping like MAD!! hee glad i got an excuse n asked him to join in AFUA's busking festivities! hahah he surprisingly agreed to consider it with his band and he was really quite nice about it! and didn't shoot me a what-the-hell look :) hahah thankful for that! but i stupidly forgot to leave my name! how unprofessional of me. hee and thanks to all my frens who encouraged me!!!!
hmm i was really quite disappointed with my maths results though i expected it to turn out bad..but owell..after all those effort. and seeing mrs kong's disappointment..ARGH!!!!!!!! if not for that globe thing i think i'd be quite sad today! nevertheless mrs kong was really SO SO encouraging as she's always been..she went thru my mistakes one by one with me and ARGH i really feel like a lump of shit now. like she did that with me the last test and the last test and the last test too! i'm so thankful for a maths teacher like her but sob. ok time for dinner and then chionging for tmr's econs test. not going to let xiao ngin down too. which i probably will but owell try to savage whatever i can! =)
and may i wonder how heartless and selfish and inhumane can they get?!?!!?!? HOW CAN THEY hold children hostage with the full intention of killing them all?!?! and not to mention a whole SCHOOL of children!!!! and what about the teachers in there too? and the little children's parents living in terror tonight?? FREAK!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope they'll be condemned for the rest of their lives and if they EVER kill ONE kid, may they burn in hell forever! arghargh what's wrong with their brains?!?!?!?!? and have they no conscience!??!!? argh!!! lord bless the children..
oh and we watched this rather heartwrenching video during geog today bout the 3 gorges dam of china. 13 cities, hundreds of towns and thousands of villages are going to be submerged and i feel so so so sad for all of those! some of the villages date back hundreds of years and imagine the culture and heritage that'll be lost! sigh i'd be really heartbroken if i were them. i can't bear to let everything that my ancestors have built and everything about that village that everyone is so proud of go down with the water. sigh could really feel their sadness and reluctance. and those houses that the govt promised to resettle them in..they look so LIFELESS and run down and i swear that the villages look 239847million times better! and the garden that they promised seem nonexistant. and even if they were, it's a sad garden. argh so wasted!! their lives are really going to change in the next five years, unfortunately for the worse. =(
owell but i guess saving the millions of lives that would otherwise be lost is important too. lose some gain some.. just that it's simply such a big big waste. i hope the dam will stay strong forever and protect the lives of the Chinese:)
Thursday, September 02, 2004
one new discovery of the day I DONT HAVE A FAX MACHINE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!! haha so i have been living under the illusion that i have a fax machine for a year. zhaoxin asked me to fax her some work and after so many smses and postponing of the faxing, i discover i dont even have a fax machine.
and i'm so super ashamed of myself now. yesterday on my way home i sat beside an arabian/indian man who conversed in hokkien SO fluently!! and then he offered his seat to a mother in excellent english! yeah and the little me who sat beside him cannot even UNDERSTAND 99% of what he was saying when it's my own dialect! time to crash my head somewhere.
kk save me i'm freakin out. very soon the no. of days to promos will be countable with my fingers and toes!!!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhhh i can happily dream about any S paper. WAKEUPWAKEUP do you want to be PROMOTED TO J2 OR NOT?!?!?!!!!!!!!?! hai there's trg tmr..good thing perhaps..shall have a nice shower in school and then study into the night there. my brains seem to function better within the school premises. home is where it rests, isnt it? hee i love coming home and doing nothing important. slouch in my bed, read something, or write something in my diary, nice music and go to sleep. prefably a dreamless one:) yep perfect. k so that shall be it for tomorrow! wheeee hahahh =D
hmm k beck i hope i can keep to my word!!!! and i wont chicken out or something!!! hahahhah the more i think of it the more AHEM it seems so i shan't think about it anymore! hee. treat me to icecream if i do it k??? okie! set. hahhahah luv u!
hai sobsob i'm like back to square 1 again!! it really stinks u noeee. sigh i know i'll never have it..what to do? haha owell time to return to maths remedial work! gdnite everyone!
and i'm so super ashamed of myself now. yesterday on my way home i sat beside an arabian/indian man who conversed in hokkien SO fluently!! and then he offered his seat to a mother in excellent english! yeah and the little me who sat beside him cannot even UNDERSTAND 99% of what he was saying when it's my own dialect! time to crash my head somewhere.
kk save me i'm freakin out. very soon the no. of days to promos will be countable with my fingers and toes!!!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhhh i can happily dream about any S paper. WAKEUPWAKEUP do you want to be PROMOTED TO J2 OR NOT?!?!?!!!!!!!!?! hai there's trg tmr..good thing perhaps..shall have a nice shower in school and then study into the night there. my brains seem to function better within the school premises. home is where it rests, isnt it? hee i love coming home and doing nothing important. slouch in my bed, read something, or write something in my diary, nice music and go to sleep. prefably a dreamless one:) yep perfect. k so that shall be it for tomorrow! wheeee hahahh =D
hmm k beck i hope i can keep to my word!!!! and i wont chicken out or something!!! hahahhah the more i think of it the more AHEM it seems so i shan't think about it anymore! hee. treat me to icecream if i do it k??? okie! set. hahhahah luv u!
hai sobsob i'm like back to square 1 again!! it really stinks u noeee. sigh i know i'll never have it..what to do? haha owell time to return to maths remedial work! gdnite everyone!
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