I learn today that I have unknowingly been a radical kid all my life when you talk about heritage and culture

social differentiation without exclusion.
-ruddick

will the ideal ever become reality?

i feel so indignant for the black community all over the world. they've been outcasted for God knows how long! although their situation is slightly better now, it still makes me cringe when i read about their predicament. yet, it's difficult to point fingers at the other ethnic groups like the whites because they have been brought up in an environment that is reproduced everyday in that manner. "people know it(the repugnance of the black) before they even think it".

the world is a better place when i step out of my little emotional bubble. a state of emotion is, more often than not, a state of irrationality. sugs.
i still love you, y'know?


i love my church family. and i miss the friends i love a lot who used to be there.. really a lot! many a time during service or cell i'd imagine what it'd be like if they were still around..how i wish they never went away :(