hi there!
ive been missing for a pretty long while...just pretty long. haha well i'm still feeling sour about not being able to view my own blog cos it's stuck far far behind in the time machine for some funny reason. i cant view any blog's jan and feb posts..weird.

anw thanks jean for the layout it's marvellous! hahah personalized. :) hehe.

so....ive been working and playing hard lately. i really like having lots of time to myself. ya know time that i can spend the way i like haha. even work cannot dictate the way i want to arrange my day because all i do now is adhoc teaching and part time waitressing. so i can reject teaching calls and arrange my own waitressing schedule which makes my working timings very flexible. and i like spending my own money :) haha. fruits of my own labour. i like not having to depend on my parents for pocket money i hope i'll never have to. im really enjoying this i hope school will never have to start.but it inevitably will so i hope that when school starts i'll be able to find some way to keep this up. i dont want to just study it's boring.

and... some things have grown kind of complicated lately and i really dont want it to affect my spiritual growth but i have to admit it is. blah it's so difficult to keep focus but there is no choice -i have to keep focus. i guess the only possible reason for things to go course is myself.

anw hi ju! haha thanks for dropping by and finding nothing to read. maybe you can try rereading the entire blog =D

and hi to anybody who still visits here and i wish you well always

tata~