huhur this is insane... i keep getting waves of panic attacks non stop and then sometimes i'll be excited. 0_0 hahahah shooo cute the face.
yesterday evening my neighbours came over to stargaze! hahahh.. well.. it was kinda like a pathetic attempt cos his telescope was spoilt and we had to use a binoculars ?!?! ya know there was this star that we can see only ever 278yrs. soo exciting! yea... and i THINK we saw mars? cos we're supposed to be able to see it around this time. hahah of course all we saw was a little darting bright dot thru the bino la... hahahah. so silly...
butbut... this has egnited my long lost fascination with astrology!! i used to love studying and memorizing and marvelling at all the stars and planets in our universe.. and i loved all the little gnitty little details like how long each planet takes to revolve around the sun and i used to think they were slow pokes. and how freezing cold saturn is and how freaking hot mercury is.. then all the pictures of the galaxies all the stars!!! oh my... i'm thinking of investing in a telescope but some o fmy friends tell me it's not worth it, and that i can only see the moon most of the time.. hmm.. we'll see...
hoho... and then we saw something else that was quite funny! hahha we have another friend who lives across the street so we tried to spyy.. but the bino not powerful enough la.. but it was bad enough already hahaah saw something we shouldn't have seen!!! quite funny....:)
which brings me back to human fellowship! it's kinda lovely that i have neighbours i now know.. last time i lived in my previous apartment for nearly 7 years but i hardly knew anyone. we just said hi and bye and exchange loooooong pleasantries but that was it! maybe except my opposite neighbour whom we were closer to. it's so fun to have friends who live near you! within shouting range summore hahha.
Monday, October 31, 2005
Sunday, October 30, 2005
haha human fellowship who doesnt need it? i love it.
there was some deepavali celebration goin on downstairs and usually such things just KILL me! so noisy and the MCs are really so LAME and crappy i just wanna faint. anw today's one was better.. i jus have something for indian music hahahh their drums are cool and fascinating! and it's pretty catchy.. quite enjoyable doin maths while listening to it. and i looked out of my window and i saw people sitting around the stage or standing around watching, some even with their arms crossed. and i was thinking it is really SO SAD we just stand there and all we do is watch. that's it. i mean c'mon la the beats were so infectious and so happy to dance to but everybody just STONES!!! for a few moments i jus pictured the crowd on their feet and shakin to da indian music, hurhur what a BIG difference! otherwise what's the point of a celebration?!
there was some deepavali celebration goin on downstairs and usually such things just KILL me! so noisy and the MCs are really so LAME and crappy i just wanna faint. anw today's one was better.. i jus have something for indian music hahahh their drums are cool and fascinating! and it's pretty catchy.. quite enjoyable doin maths while listening to it. and i looked out of my window and i saw people sitting around the stage or standing around watching, some even with their arms crossed. and i was thinking it is really SO SAD we just stand there and all we do is watch. that's it. i mean c'mon la the beats were so infectious and so happy to dance to but everybody just STONES!!! for a few moments i jus pictured the crowd on their feet and shakin to da indian music, hurhur what a BIG difference! otherwise what's the point of a celebration?!
Friday, October 28, 2005
i was just standing by my kitchen window looking out over the central square.. enjoying my tiny piece of chocolate. and i was thinking about the personal relationships we have with God. and about how God wants a personal relationship with everybody. and as i watched all the many tiny little people moving around the central square, i couldn't help but marvel how He can maintain a personal relationship with each and every single figure that i see from up here. i can hardly maintain just five good ones myself. haha. i have to admit i marvelled with a little disbelief. i was thinking.. our relationship is so... strange. i wouldn't say unique cos it just makes it sound so beautiful and perfect. well.. it is supposed to be. perhaps it is because i am not close enough to Him that i find a relationship between us and God so weird. He's there to comfort us all the time regardless the situation but He doesnt need our comfort. He can get angry with us but we're not supposed to be angry with Him because He's perfect and the only possible fault is ours. isnt all these kinda one-sided? i know, of course, it's all about the love.
however strange it can get, my guess is that it's simply like any other relationships we share with our fellow humans. each and every person that we have a relationship with is unique and special with their very own character and personality. they give different things to us, they demand different things from us, we take different things from them and we give back different things to each and every one of them. likewise, God has His own unusual character. whose isn't?
however strange it can get, my guess is that it's simply like any other relationships we share with our fellow humans. each and every person that we have a relationship with is unique and special with their very own character and personality. they give different things to us, they demand different things from us, we take different things from them and we give back different things to each and every one of them. likewise, God has His own unusual character. whose isn't?
Monday, October 24, 2005
unplugged
hohoho.. alicia keys' Unplugged is minee!! finally! :)
i just love her, everything about her! her music, the way she is, her personality, she's so positive! i think she's one of the few rare true n real music talents left on earth who sing words that they mean and words that even mean something at all. she's like a walking dream!
i just love her, everything about her! her music, the way she is, her personality, she's so positive! i think she's one of the few rare true n real music talents left on earth who sing words that they mean and words that even mean something at all. she's like a walking dream!
up n early
woohoo hi all! up and about on an early monday morning! it's only 7:01!!! i cannot believe it! having breakfast and then off to go chionggg off the books! yea! i've been trying to get up at 6 for a week but it never happened cos i always jump out of bed and then roll back on for another couple of hours.. hahahh. today's record breaking! tho it wasnt six 6 but who caressss..
of cos i woke up with some help hhahha.. chris i couldnt believe u woke up too! alrightee mann so reliable haha.
i was thinkin how we define a good sunrise. okaee it cannot be defined but usually if we see pinkish red streaks around a nice orange -blue-white sky it's beautiful! owell i just pitied the other sunrises.. hahahh. i think they're all nice actually even if it's a grey morning.. they're like us! we humans are all unique and different.. some of us may be born more physically beautiful than others but we each have a unique personality and character right! some goes for sunrises... they're all beautiful!
of cos i woke up with some help hhahha.. chris i couldnt believe u woke up too! alrightee mann so reliable haha.
i was thinkin how we define a good sunrise. okaee it cannot be defined but usually if we see pinkish red streaks around a nice orange -blue-white sky it's beautiful! owell i just pitied the other sunrises.. hahahh. i think they're all nice actually even if it's a grey morning.. they're like us! we humans are all unique and different.. some of us may be born more physically beautiful than others but we each have a unique personality and character right! some goes for sunrises... they're all beautiful!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
today was a much more productive day than usual.. so i'm feelin good alriiittee :)
a humongous thank you to jeanette and family! :):):):) jeanette helped me with mah maths tdy.. i attempted last year's A levl paper it's supposed to be super duper chicken feet.. budden i was so careless + dunno how to do some. but at least i got a C for it k! not bad already hehe.. jeanette is a good and encouraging teacher! i feel a liiittle bit more confident now.. the last mock test was really ugh la i got an E for it.. so much for smashing my head on the wall. hahah.
nvrrrrrmind:) we have exactly two weeks left! make or break!
a humongous thank you to jeanette and family! :):):):) jeanette helped me with mah maths tdy.. i attempted last year's A levl paper it's supposed to be super duper chicken feet.. budden i was so careless + dunno how to do some. but at least i got a C for it k! not bad already hehe.. jeanette is a good and encouraging teacher! i feel a liiittle bit more confident now.. the last mock test was really ugh la i got an E for it.. so much for smashing my head on the wall. hahah.
nvrrrrrmind:) we have exactly two weeks left! make or break!
Saturday, October 22, 2005
SHARING DA LOVE
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :)
hahahhahah :D :D :D
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA I'M SO FULL OF LOVE AND EXCITEMENT TONIGHT!
haha share it all man!
haha im tellin ya God works all the time! He NEVER stops working so i'm NEVER goin to stop workin for him either.
shoot me if you want but you'll never get me! :P
anw there's been this thing going on big about the end times recently.. cos of what's been happening in the world and the bird flu. i cannot stop seeing stuffs about it everywhere! .. is it really coming? is this grace period going to be over soon?
G'night y'all i'm gonna faint from fatigue soon :) LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahhahah :D :D :D
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA I'M SO FULL OF LOVE AND EXCITEMENT TONIGHT!
haha share it all man!
haha im tellin ya God works all the time! He NEVER stops working so i'm NEVER goin to stop workin for him either.
shoot me if you want but you'll never get me! :P
anw there's been this thing going on big about the end times recently.. cos of what's been happening in the world and the bird flu. i cannot stop seeing stuffs about it everywhere! .. is it really coming? is this grace period going to be over soon?
G'night y'all i'm gonna faint from fatigue soon :) LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, October 21, 2005
life changing
am i a deadduck or am i a deadduck =(
arghghgghgh hurry up let this be over man...
i really wish something would happen to me.. like some BIG LIFE CHANGING thing..
my life's crawling too freakin slowly...
thats why this stupid exam should be over now so i can do something about it
hahah now i remember yiwen saying that A levels is life-changing cos i told her my skin has never been this fair in YEARS. hahahh
..or maybe something like i get DDDF for my A levels.. that would be pretty interesting.. THAT would be life changing enough man..
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hahah yea good question.. what would i do if that really happened?
arghghgghgh hurry up let this be over man...
i really wish something would happen to me.. like some BIG LIFE CHANGING thing..
my life's crawling too freakin slowly...
thats why this stupid exam should be over now so i can do something about it
hahah now i remember yiwen saying that A levels is life-changing cos i told her my skin has never been this fair in YEARS. hahahh
..or maybe something like i get DDDF for my A levels.. that would be pretty interesting.. THAT would be life changing enough man..
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hahah yea good question.. what would i do if that really happened?
Monday, October 17, 2005
Your Different Names
hehe i saw this on some random blogger's blog (some european lady with a VERY cute kid) and i thought it looked pretty fun. and by the look of i,t knowing i'm from s'pore, this is going to turn out just so weird mwahah.
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet, street you grew up on)
nilteckwhye
erps
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother on father's side first name, favorite snack)
polooirollercoaster (hahhah?!!?)
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left, favorite restaurant)
SoilcreteModesto
not too bad... hahah.
4. YOUR FLY GIRL/GUY; NAME
(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
l.tia hahah
5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal, name of high school)
gazelle nanyang
wah this is off
6. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME(middle name, city where you were born):
xin singapore
7. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of sibling/parent [opposite sex], cell phone company you use):
teikleng starhub hahahhahha
8. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
tiakennil haha okay sounds spacy enough.
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet, street you grew up on)
nilteckwhye
erps
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother on father's side first name, favorite snack)
polooirollercoaster (hahhah?!!?)
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left, favorite restaurant)
SoilcreteModesto
not too bad... hahah.
4. YOUR FLY GIRL/GUY; NAME
(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
l.tia hahah
5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal, name of high school)
gazelle nanyang
wah this is off
6. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME(middle name, city where you were born):
xin singapore
7. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of sibling/parent [opposite sex], cell phone company you use):
teikleng starhub hahahhahha
8. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
tiakennil haha okay sounds spacy enough.
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