oh man..i'm so terribly bummed out from the comp and my brains have been fried red and black by the sun so that i can't pick any of my books up to study anymore. hehe but i still can use the computer huh. since i stepped home i've been lying on my bed listening to music and resting for hours.. and it JUST JUST JUST occured to me that i have only four days to prepare for four subjects worth of CAs..that's an average of one subj a day..HOW IS THAT HUMANLY POSSIBLE!??!?!?? hai looks like i'm done for AGAIN this time. *splat* im too tired to care already.
i'm even too lazy to get started on my yoghurt making. seriously i'm so lazy i sometimes cannot believe myself! sheesh man... i dream so much but i tell you none of them will ever come true cos i'm far too lazy for my own good. all i have are feelings and short-lived passions and even those dont materialize cossss i'm tooooooooo lazy. right now the only thing that is keeping me from goin to bed is the hor fun i'm waiting for my dad to buy on his way home:) yummmm no way im missing that for sleep. haiyohhhhhhhahar ok i think i know why i'm so lazy... bcos i have no sense of URGENCY!!! i've developed a way of thinking that everything will somehow or rather sooner or later take care of itself so there's no point worrying unnecessarily about it. thus, i always think that even if i keep failing and failing and failing somehow or rather i will still do well for my A levels cos im a lucky girl at important exams. so i have this nevermind-la-won't-die attitude. oh man i think God is going to teach me a lesson sooner or later.. nobody can ever be THIS lucky without putting in a drop of sweat. and He'll only help those who want to help themselves. aiyoh good luck to me i'd better buck up..