i tried to change my blog template but it just refuses to be published. or maybe it did but i can't see it. haha never mind =)

i haven't written here in quite a while, and during this long while i've lived through so many moments and feelings that i never thought i'd quite experience haha but these experiences are ones that i'd want to remember and treasure. i learnt so much more about myself, things that even surprised me,and many other people.

it's never any harm reaching out and going an extra mile to help or to know somebody better and go make a difference, cos i want to tell you what i got in return were inmaterial things that are so special i cant tell you how much they mean to me. I did things that i'd always wanted to do but never had the courage to, and i'm so thankful God gave me the courage to because it is very unlike myself. i learnt that God doesnt put people and situations right in front of my eyes under my nose for no reason. there's ALWAYS a reason and there's always something that He'd like me to do. gosh i'm SO happy right now i feel like my chest is goin to burst with joy :)
whatever becomes of the next five months of my holidays, i dont know what to expect, but i hope i'll be able to make it as meaningful as the past couple of months have been. i'll definately be trying out other new things cos seven-months-holidays dont come by all the time. THIS is how i've always wanted my holidays to be like.

oh and another thing, jean is right - my instincts are one of my greatest gifts.