hi pam! thanks for chasing away aunty nisha =D hahah no la. thanks for dropping by! i hope all's well in australia and how's the little birdie that visits u in the morning? there was one right, provided i remembered wrongly. hee. God bless you too :)

shucks i think i've just deglorifed God in my workplace by doing all those illegal things i wasn't supposed to be doing. the only thing i didnt know i couldnt do was to listen to music. sheesh man.

hello to isaiah and tab too! =D

right now i'm feeling pissed off cos i kinda got stood up and i wasted time and energy. i dont pang seh my friends provided i really have no other choice which is rare. i dont understand why i'm forever in this kind of muddle. i was really mad because it ALWAYS HAPPENS. it's not just one person but everybody seems to be doing it. if i ever stood you up and you were upset with me, i'm really sorry, i know it's a very horrid feeling. i usually try to find the bright side of situations but i can't find anything good out of wasting time on stupid underground trains that suck my brain juices out. i think i ever mentioned my dislike for travelling underground. plus i paid a roundtrip fare but that doesnt really matter.

if there's anything positive about this, it's making my plunging tolerance level starkly apparent. self check time! my once sky high tolerence level and patience that even amazed myself has once again taken another dip. actually, this could be a good thing. others will think twice before pushing me around. and i shouldnt try to plan so much.

yesterday my dad fixed up shelves at home. wow! i think he did a fantastic job. my home looks much better now. this has nothing to do with shelves, but i think my father provides my best example for unconditional love.

sigh.. i hate being angry. it makes me feel so petty and narrow-minded.