my room has a new look. with a beautiful cabinet. everything's neat and organized and clean and it feels great!
but right now, the haze is so bad i'm smogged. the smell is amazingly disgusting and i can't see past 100m out of my window!
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sometimes the stress is agonizing, but i don't want to graduate! i love studying the things i'm studying. i love doing research and writing papers. not my passion, but i enjoy it a lot. it's like a kind of craftmanship. digging for ideas, reading other people's work, putting things together, trying out different perspectives, losing my direction, finding the best, doubting this and that, touching up, and then after everything discovering that my craft actually makes sense! i love it when i put my fingers on my keypad and my thoughts are magically strung together. language is a marvelous thing. like an artist's paint. better be good quality paint haha
sometimes i wish i didn't have to leave this world :(
3 comments:
Why would you not wanna see if the next place you are going is better? Haha.
Glad you enjoy studying :) I'm starting to feel pretty tired of it though.
lol this post is so you.
lol this post is so you.
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