joy.

this is insane...i haven't had insomnia in a zillion years. i can't sleep!!
cos there's too much adrenaline pumping through my body. really like overflowing man. my hands are pins and needles and i can feel my heart palpitating when i lie on my bed.

the games day today was really fun! haha truly enjoyed myself and it's so weird i can't stop smiling to myself LOL. really let my hair down and just play. haha geog hons peeps are a great bunch. esp my study group :D and we won!! DOMINAAAAATE. haha damn fun. but i'm feeling it man. i can't walk tomorrow i guarantee. paying the price for not exercising properly in A WHOLE YEAR. i'm inspired to START EXERCISING!

another reason why i can't sleep is also cos of the church's CD! i listened to it properly for the first time, all the tracks, from the beginning to the end earlier just before i tried to sleep. it got me too excited. gosh i really love it! REALLY LOVE IT. quite unbelievable actually. and even though we've sang those songs for worship during services before, the depth and the profoundness of the lyrics still captured me. the songs mean a lot because they mark some of the most memorable moments in my journey with Christ.

the worship when shu first sang With Love is a service i will always remember. it was the first time the love of God spoke straight into my heart. it was so piercing i didn't know where to hide my face. the love of God was so brilliant and deep that i couldn't run away from it.

whenever i listen, or sing, or just remember the song Jesus, Be Glorified, i feel like i'm soaring on the wings of eagle. i remember ever asking.. what is it like to dream with Jesus? this was God's answer. God's dream, God's desire. His power, His might, His yearning, His faithfulness, His love, His vision, Our saviour. lives yielded to the power of Christ. His work in the lives of so many millions of souls who have passed through time and the millions more to come is so mindblowing. The power of transformation through Christ, the power of the blood of Jesus. and the brilliance of God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. I am so proud to be a child of God, and to be the bride of Christ to be loved and cherished for eternity.



Through the sunshine, through the rain
Through my gladness, through my pain
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

In my trials, in my fame
In my triumphs, in my shame
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

In the darkness I can see
For Your light will shine on me
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

Though the battles may be long
Through I'm weak, Lord, You are strong
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

Turn my water into wine
Your transform this heart of mine
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

When Your church becomes Your bride
In Your love our hearts abide
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

When all broken hearts are healed
When Your splendour is revealed
O Lord Jesus, be glorified

When the angels sing Your praise
When Your people shout Your name
O Lord Jesus, be glorified.

We glorify Your name!