thank You for loving me.

When I woke up today in a sleepy haze, I would have never in my life guessed that such an insane day was awaiting. the moment i stepped out of this morning's class, i was experiencing god's movement over and over and over again. till i stepped home at 12am. god just worked and revealed and taught me so much in a day. so much that i'm feeling quite overwhelmed, like i can't digest it all. seriously even recalling the day's events in their details require quite a bit of mental energy. it was such an eventful day, and i cannot believe that all these happened. like what were the chances of all of these, and all of these people? some my heart met with heaviness, with amazement and incredibility, some with a love and fondness i never knew, some with sorrow and regret, with curiosity and expectancy. and what was it that moved my heart so much? at the bottom of it all i know one thing...

...i am loved by God, and He's got to be real. He is a precise Guide who watches and cares for my every step. I never want to regret missing His voice and direction. and though it is so ugly and unworthy, He holds my heart in His hands like a precious drop of tear.






i hope that someday i can stand before You and tell You with all my heart and in all truth that I love You.