aaahhhh....
today was a torturous day cos i lacked sleep! my head was spinning from the moment my alarm rang until now. today i tried to nap for a grand total of FOUR HOURS.. 2 hrs before mock maths and 2 hrs when i came home.. but they all failed.. my brains were reeling like crazy they just couldn't stop working.. i was just subconciously recalling maths formulae with my eyes closed -that isnt napping! what a waste of my precious time.. so today i'm going to be in bed by 12 SHARP. (cos i can wake at 9 tmr)

anw today's maths mock was nearly disastrous.. not that bad but quite bad. Thank God i managed not to nap at all during the paper. the paper was SO EASY!!! i'd seen 99% the questions before when i did other practice papers! BUT i jus FORGOT how to do them! SO IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the ap gp one was exactly the same as the one in our prelims.. and i FORGOT how to do it even tho i did the corrections.. how smart. this is waht you call not learning from mistakes, which is unforgivable! if i dont get at least a C for this one i'm really going to have to smash my head! hee secretly (but not so secretly now) i had fantasies of getting an A for this mock exam and i was determined to do well! but i can forget about it. i'll get it back at the A levels.
so i have exactly one week to work on my statistics, starting from ground zero, before the mock P2..
i should go start right now on the gazillion essays i have to turn in.. grrr.....