ok i give up trying to fix the thing jus goin to wait for ju to be free to help me.
my mom jus left yesterday morning for another business trip to china, and this time she'll be gone FIVE WEEKS!! that is super freaking long:( i'm already missing her a lot.. i pray that she'll be safe and sound enjoyin herself over there.

it's starting tmr and right now, i'm really scared. which is very weird since this round of exams is not going to affect my future in ANY way whatsoever. but i'm still so scared!
i cannot believe it'll be almost over in a week! that is REALLY fast.. it's going to be one hell of a driven week.
howhow im really scared.... im goin to be needing a lot of strength from Him.

all the best to everybody and please dont be scared stupid like me, cos it doesnt make any sense to be!

ok i think i know why i'm so afraid. although i worked much harder than before, i know this is still not hard enough. and God punishes the lazy who dont work hard enough and hope that He will save them. i think this applies to me.. ):